Hate binds us all ...

I love the word "hate" ... The way it's used and the way people including me love to hate .
Hate starts with this thing called "Birth" . From the day we're born to the day we die we have basically have 3 categories in which we put the things that we see around us , the 3 being Love, Indifference and Hate .

We believe that it's our birth right to hate people,things,causes . Sometimes we do it because we really believe in what we are saying and other times cause life is just too boring and you need something to do ... So go ahead hate as much as you want ( Plus you don't have to pay for it !!!)

Starting with the common Indian man or as we better know him as "Aam Aadmi" ... Who is the common man ? How do we even go on defining common ? According to me he's not defined on the basis of education, or how much he earns in a year or where he works or the way he lives his life . He's defined on the basis of the things he hates ... The rising price of basic necessities like food,water,clothing,fuel etc . He hates the politicians who run our country, promise the stars in their election campaigns and when it comes down to giving something back , they give back zilch ... zero ... nothing ! They take away even more in the form of scams and kickbacks from defence deals . He hates his job and the fact that he's not paid as much as he's supposed to be paid. He hates his wife for bothering him all the time (just an example ... I love women too much !! ) . He hates the Indian cricket team for getting fat pay checks and multi million dollar endorsement deals for letting him down always and losing a match when winning was the easier thing to do .

Moving on ...

We then have the MNC executive who earns about 20 lakhs per annum and is supposedly living the Indian Dream . What are the things he hates ? Well starting with taxation ... He hates to give back to the country ... thinks the tax rates are too high and asks his accountant to find every loop hole in the book so that he could save about 10grand and go and buy himself a rolex ... or a new cellphone or one of those things he really doesn't need or does he ? (If I earned that much, I'll probably be complaining as well cause I'll want all that money for myself !) . He hates his boss for making him work so hard 24/7 and hates his golf buddies cause they have the Audi he always wanted . He hates the fact that he's not able to find a good girl and is tired of all the mind fucking random sex that he has ! (Sex was supposed to be fun ... wasn't it ?)

The regular Indian middle class wife just hates her life ! She hates the fact that she's stuck their at home taking care of the kids, the in laws and the house . She hates the endless nonsensical melodramatic Indian TV soap operas but still can't stop watching them because they are her only form of relief from the daily routine. When she goes out shopping, she hates the fact that they are other wives out there who have more clothes,shoes,jewellery etc than her . She hates the fact that her husband is not giving her enough money or doesnt love her enough, to buy her the diamond earings she always wanted since she was 15 !

The environmentalists hate Global warming and gas guzzling SUV's . Stock brokers hate the fact that they just made 60 million bucks last year when they could have made 100 million just by cheating,lying and decieving a few more folks ! Celebrities hate the paparazzi and other celebs . Companies hate other companies for the making more profits than them, cutting their market shares and giving them the finger ! The Chinese hate the Japanese cause they invaded them in the 2nd world war and the Japs hate them back for having all that labour,and bringing down production costs so low that's now they have to compete with the chinese for the title of the most "Industrialized nation in Asia" . The Isrealis hate the Palestinians for all the suicide attacks and for not letting them live in peace and the palestinians hate them for taking their land and making them live in refugee camps. Greece hates Turkey because of Cyprus and Turkey hates the Kurds, who they attack in Iraq. Sinhalese in Srilanka hate the Tamils and they hate them back . Pakistanis love to hate Indians because of the partition,Bangladesh and Kashmir and we hate them back . Referring to all these conflicts, its not usually the people hating each other but it's more about the politics involved !

As for me I hate a lot of things ... From the fact that I don't have someone special in my life to the fact that even thou I love bikes I cant get one ! I hate the stupid dictators torturing and killing people all over the world. I hate the fact that food enough food is grown in the world to feed its whole population but still they are people dying of hunger every day . I hate terrorists dividing people on the basis of caste,creed and faith and killing in the name of religon! I hate people who think that they own the world just because they look good or have enough money or whatever ! I hate the fact that Jim morrison, Jimi Hendrix, Kurt Cobain and Layne Staley are all dead and there's no more good music coming my way ! I hate the fact that torrents don't work on the net connection i'm using and I can't download stuff for free anymore ...

But most of all I just hate myself for not being able to do what I want to do . For not being able to be as good as I can be and for wasting my potential every day I breathe .

Hate is the strongest emmotion known to man and Hate joins us all !

Peace

20 reasons to quit smoking

No matter how old you are or how long you’ve smoked, quitting will help you live longer. That’s a fact! People who stop smoking before age 50 cut their risk of dying in the next 15 years in half compared with those who continue to smoke. Ex-smokers enjoy a higher quality of life with fewer illnesses from cold and flu viruses, better self-reported health, and reduced rates of bronchitis and pneumonia.

Below are 20 outstanding reasons why you might want to quit ...

1. Quitting smoking has major and immediate health benefits for men and women of all ages. Benefits apply to people with and without smoking-related disease.
2. Former smokers live longer than people who keep smoking.
3. Quitting smoking decreases the risk of lung cancer, other cancers, heart attack, stroke, and chronic lung disease.
4. Women who stop smoking before pregnancy or during the first 3 to 4 months of pregnancy reduce their risk of having a low birth-weight baby to that of women who never smoked.
5. The health benefits of quitting smoking are far greater than any risks from the small weight gain (usually less than 10 pounds) or any emotional or psychological problems that may follow quitting.
6. 20 minutes after quitting: Your heart rate and blood pressure drops.
7. 12 hours after quitting: The carbon monoxide level in your blood drops to normal.
8. 2 weeks to 3 months after quitting: Your circulation improves and your lung function increases.
9. 1 to 9 months after quitting: Coughing and shortness of breath decrease; cilia (tiny hair-like structures that move mucus out of the lungs) regain normal function in the lungs, increasing the ability to handle mucus, clean the lungs, and reduce the risk of infection.
10. 1 year after quitting: The excess risk of coronary heart disease is half that of a smoker’s.
11. 5 years after quitting: Your stroke risk is reduced to that of a nonsmoker 5 to 15 years after quitting.
12. 10 years after quitting: The lung cancer death rate is about half that of a continuing smoker’s. The risk of cancer of the mouth, throat, esophagus, bladder, cervix, and pancreas decrease.
13. 15 years after quitting: The risk of coronary heart disease is that of a non-smoker’s.
Immediate Rewards of Quitting
Kicking the tobacco habit offers some benefits that you’ll notice right away and some that will develop over time. These rewards can improve your day-to-day life a great deal.
14. Your breath smells better
15. Stained teeth get whiter
16. Bad smelling clothes and hair go away
17. Your yellow fingers and fingernails disappear
18. Food tastes better
19. Your sense of smell returns to normal
20. Everyday activities no longer leave you out of breath (for example, climbing stairs or light housework

Some more statistics ...
Nearly 5.8 trillion cigarettes were sold worldwide in 2006 - enough for 860 cigarettes for each person in the world.
Nearly 1 million people will die in India due to smoking related illnesses starting 2010 , and only about 2% smokers quit before they get sick.

But even after all those numbers ... I dont really feel like quiting
I don't have any reasons to smoke ... I just like smoking ... I don't know why

Smoking kills you and so does life ... Thinking about that, i'll just light another one
Cheers

The Lizard Queen

People running away from
Is all I can see
I don't need anyone
Is what they seem to say
Feeling that love inside of them
Is what they forgot yesterday ...

But there's this girl i know
Who reminds me what it feels to love
Just to see her happy
Is what I want today ...

When she sits infront of me
My heart skips a beat
All i want is to be there for her
To make her smile
Is everything that i have wanted for a while ...

She loves a guy who
Doesn't care a shit
Wish he was like me
I can only wish ...

I could promise her the stars
And everything else in between
But that wouldn't really help her
Cause she's stuck in this weird thing called life ...

I wish I could help her
I wish I could be there
To take the tears of her eyes
And to show her how much I care ...

To see her smoke that
Last cigarette of the day
To sense that closeness
And the way she makes me feel ...

I don't know why I love her
Or the idea
Of being in love with her
But one thing I am sure about
Is that I need more of her in my soul ...

Californian Woman

I want to fall in love
But she's never there
Even thou I meet women everywhere
The right woman to please my soul
The one who can fill up this hole ...

I've searched far and near
For that elusive love
I treasure and fear
Looking up to the sky
I just want to know
When will true love step through my door ...

Angry and distraught
I forget my dream
Until a Shaman came
And told me to travel
Travel to a place on the other side
It's a mystical land and California it's called ...

California he said is the place for me
With women as beautiful as the night's fire
They smell of the Earth and all it's desire
Long hair to cover me with
Luscious lips I just want to kiss ...

Just being with her
Brings me peace
This Californian woman
Of my Dreams ...

The Prodigal Son

The skies open up
And drops come falling down
The earth and the heavens unite
To celebrate the birth of the prodigal child ...

As mighty as they come
He steps out of his mother's womb
Wishing to solve his purpose in life
Understanding the world his only vice ...

Creating an army so large
That the ground trembles with it's every move
Destroy everything he must
To take us back to the purity only he can describe ...

Torching the land
As countless innocents die
He fulfils his promise
And his pride ...

On the eve of the final battle
His feet take him to a town
Battered and bruised
Flowing blood all around ...

A small girl comes into the picture
Her sad smile catches his eyes
She is brought to him
And he demands to know
What does this puny girl wish to defy ...

Blue eyes open up
To show an ocean of sadness within
She talks as she cries
You've taken it all
Yet you're so poor
Oh great master of the world ...

Those eyes make him understand
How man changeth man
Taking responsibilty of the mistakes he's made
He gouges his eyes out
Because he doesnt want to see
Where he lost all that promise
In his pride ...

He roams the Earth
Wishing he was dead
But his sorrow is all that he owns
And no one takes plight
On this crying man
In the setting sky ...

Straight from 332A

well here's some more stuff i wrote while i was bored in college ... its not comparable to the greats like morrison or something ... but its mine so read it at your own peril ... they are 3 different pieces and i don't have names for them yet !!!

Enjoy ...


In this world of small sorrows
And divine pleasures
Men are lost in the search
A search for treasure insight ...

The search goes on
As dust turns to bone
And the Earth moves
Across the infinite sky ...

They want the stairway
That stairway to heaven
So men can once again place
Place themselves in the hands of god ...

To be loved
And respected
Is something we all want
Something that's so true
When everything else is in vain ...

XXX


As the waves go through my ear
She repeats
The pathology of the middle ear
My mind flows away ...

Dealing with these tears of fire
Through all my years
Waiting for something
Someone to hold on tight ...

So that i have someone by my side
While i fight the demons inside
Life can be lived alone
These years passing us by ...

With the help of a hand they say
Heaven opens up
And everything alights
To be in love
Is a power we might buy ...

XXX


Sitting underneath the open sky
With clouds at my side
Waves of green pass me through
And my soul feels just so new ...

The sun so much brighter
The rivers take away the dirt
Birds chirping with a happiness unknown
As the Earth comes to life ...

I've heard this is all because of the end
The end's coming you see
Everything we've ever loved and hated ends now
Man shall be destroyed
While the Earth regains her choir ...

We were plagued by horrors
War,sex and squalor were our only desires
Destruction our only insight
The jury passed the judgement
Gates of Hell
Is the place we are meant for, they say ...

Knowing his fate
And stuck with sorrow
We decided finally to change
And light the fire
Enlightenment is the key
The gods tell you and me ...