My own grave ?

Walking through this life everyday and not being able to find something to belong to ... something which remains constant and makes me believe !

Just makes me wish that i had the strength to walk up and dig my own grave !

 

Smoking a cigarette
Smoking 3
Smoking a pack everyday
But cancer can't catch me is what my heart says ...

 


Been injecting myself with this venom
Since so long that i cant even remember when i started ?
Rashes and bloody eyes are my only companions on those empty nights ...



Does my body run on alcohol or blood is something i can't really say
Just one more drink before i sleep ...



 It's better to burn out than to fade away
Riding at 100 and didnt really care
About that truck coming my way
That moment of contact is maybe that made it all real ...


 
Picking up that gun
And fighting my way through the enemy
That's the right way to die
Is something our leaders teach us everyday ...



 
I'll quit this life when i think i've seen enough
This isn't an affair
It's more like a fling
This life doesn't mean a thing to me, i swear



I dig that grave every moment that i breathe ... And these people help me with my needs !!!