Are we there yet ??

the sessionals are almost here and the rain symbolises the "mood" everyone is around here in MIT ... everyone's tensed and working pretty hard !!!

on the other hand yours truly is just working some math problems lazily ... listening to music ... talking to frens back from the states for 2 weeks (darn ... why cant i meet her ?? ) ... doing random personality tests on facebook (yes i am over friendly and ya i am laid back when it comes to relationships ... knew all that but its fun when u got nothing to do !!!) ... its not like i aint got anything to do ... got loads to study but dont feel like (story of my life since i came here !!!)

there's something in the air over here which makes me lazy beyond measure ... all i feel like doing is spending money ... doing crazy things ... hanging out and meeting new ppl !!! going for a walk ... sitting and star gazing in the valley ... going to the beach ... bakchodi in general (blogging = bakchodi ... how about bakchodi.com or something ???)

best part of any day is the hang out time with the brotha-hood !! the brotha-hood had dinner today at lc (u get the most awesome chicken macaroni at this place ) ... took us like 40 mins to reach this place today thanks to the rain and the fact there was only one umbrella for 5 ppl ... time was spent standing in the shade doing bakchodi ... taking intros from the facchas and smoking !!(the campus is a no smoking zone btw !!! ) the sista in the brothahood wasnt there today cause she was busy working but we were joined by an acquaintance ...

came back and chewed black pepper like a squirrel picking nuts (my throat and nose were completely blocked before this !!!) felt so much better (god bless my dad and these home remedy things !!) ... worked for 2 hours (a record ... almost done with interpolation)

why does she think that i am playing games with her ?? ok so u want to meet me and i want to meet you ... u canceled yesterday .... did i complain ?? i overslept and couldnt make it to breakfast .. so what ??? makes her think that i hate her or something and she's my personal fuck up project or something ... girl trust me i dont even think about it that much (i dont think at all and if u dont use ur head u cant really fuck up sum1's life can u ???)... we had something special in the past but u went ahead and fucked it up ... i played my part too ... but i am over it ... TRUST ME !! I'm free and freedom is the taste of reality babiiii ... ahh well women will be women especially the ones u share history with !!!

well here i am eating hide n seek biscuits (food orgasm .... ahhh !!!! ) while listening to the doors and thinking about the most random stuff ... 9th block ppl dont have net again ... woohoo !! tenth block rules ... what was the name of that song again ?? china needs to ease up to the idea that we are better ... make bono the UN secretary general ... Musharaf the new lalloo ??? I want a bike !!! when will saturday come ??? Bohemian rhapsody ???

crazy shit ...

btw that amriki returned fren gave me 2 good ideas today ... first : go to the valley ... close my eyes and think about what i really want ... and 2nd : that if i dont get married (so obvious !!! ) i shud adopt a kid considering i have so much love to give ... but am i sane enough ?? actually adoption has crossed my mind before and i think its something everyone whether u are married or single ... have kids or not think about ... there's nothing better than giving a kid a future !!! atleast someone somewhere will remember u after u'r gone for making their world a better place !!!

well thats it for today ... gotta start working now ... a lil more math followed by network analysis !!!

cya ... gnight ppl ... peace